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... From the Goodnews archives, January/February 2005
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Heather Snowdon, who has been fostering babies for many
years,
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"Suffer little children to come unto
me" (Mk 10:14)
After a couple of years this work I loved began to
take on a new and different dimension. One early morning I was watching
it get light with a six week old baby on my shoulder. I was exhausted
because he was restless and never slept and I started crying. I remember
praying, 'Lord, help me here. I have nothing left to give.' To my
amazement I sensed or heard a voice. I was told that he had a spirit
of fear and I prayed for his freedom. Again to my amazement this little
baby slept for twenty-four hours only waking for an occasional feed.
He had been exhausted too from his difficult beginning, and now he
was free. I needed to find out more of what I had experienced and
so began a steep learning curve for me. and after two weeks his skin was clear. His social worker wrote 'the peaceful atmosphere in the Snowden household gave baby 'x' permission to get well'!!! Around this time and without much understanding I found myself going to another church. For the first time I could share this work with my church family and I began to see more of what Jesus may have meant by 'Suffer little children to come unto me.' There are many lovely stories I could share from this time but I will finish with the most recent and use it as an example of His love in action. Baby J came last Christmas to us. She was bom to a heroin addict, onto the pavement on a freezing cold day. I was uncertain whether to take her as we already had another baby with us and so I asked others to pray. It had taken some time for me to share this ministry with others, to believe that they were sufficiently interested and loved me enough to care. I have confidence in my priest - he listens to God for me - and we took baby J. My church prayed for her and for me regularly. The two babies came to Communions and prayer times and had hands laid on them from the beginning. They were anointed, loved and cherished and publicly dedicated to God with their mothers' permission. During this time baby J was diagnosed with hepatitis C and having already seen her healed from the effects other mother's addiction we began to pray. One Monday during Communion my priest. Bishop Sean, prayed for her. I witnessed power going into her as he prayed.. .1 felt it. She was retested a month later...twice.. .and now she does not have hepatitis C. When I think now of 'Suffer little children to come unto me' I think of the babies who have stared transfixed at the crucifix on my lounge wall; I think of little hands raised in worship copying the adults; I think of one little boy who seemed drawn to the Eucharist from being only months old; I think of all the photos of the babies on Bishop Sean's kitchen wall, of the baptisms and dedications; I think of the healings and changed lives; I think of other families who have come forward in our church to foster; I think of the evident capacity of these little ones to believe and to wonder; but mostly I think of Joshua, baby number thirty two, asleep in the crib at eleven days old, innocent, trusting, gentle and unique. I wonder how his life will touch ours, as he becomes a part of this church family. I smile when I hear people say that we don't see miracles in our country - we do! Every life is a miracle, bom and unborn, and at the hands of the faithful we are witnessing in our church the great commission in and through the lives of these babies.
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