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Sr Patricia Jordan FSM from St Clares Convent in Derbyshire, reflects on a passage which has drawn on her life.
It never ceases to amaze me that one Scripture passage can mean so much and continue to unfold as a living and life giving Word. For me it is a passage from the prophet Hosea that captivated my heart many years ago and continues to do so today. As a Divinity student studying for a 1st Degree the above text set my heart on fire so much that I prayed, lived and breathed it for all of those student years and beyond, during many more years of study. At that time the emphasis for me was on Hesed a Hebrew word rich in meaning and revelation concerning Gods steadfast, tender, spousal love. I literally devoured every Hesed text in the Bible basing my thesis on this amazing Word of God that spoke so powerfully to me. Later I chose that text from Hosea as a first reading for my profession as a religious sister. Gods promise of being betrothed with tender, steadfast love gave deep and special meaning to my vocation as a religious sister. Later within the same passage my focus was the heart. I experienced the promise of the Lord to speak to my heart as an invitation to listen more attentively and ponder more prayerfully. This led me to pray, ponder and study every heart reference in the bible and in the writings of St Francis of Assisi, my spiritual father, for whom the heart was central. Again this study was pivotal to my understanding of the formation and transformation of the heart in my relationship with God and other people. This in turn led me to delve even deeper into the process of conversion of heart and transformation as I placed the hearts encounter in the context of the desert. Conscious that the desert experience was an invitation to a time and place set apart I embarked on a 40 day Franciscan Solitude Experience with a view to setting up a similar facility for others who feel the same attraction and need. Encouraged by my congregation to do further research I had the privilege of delving even deeper into the riches of Scripture and my Franciscan heritage which eventually led to me writing two books An Affair of the Heart and Come Apart and Rest for a While both directly linked to the original text from the prophet Hosea. Some years later, our congregation courageously set out on a new adventure: a purpose-built Franciscan House of Solitude with five hermitages in a fraternal setting in rural Derbyshire. I mention all of this to show that in one Scripture passage there are precious treasures to be discovered that may have personal, communal and global consequences. Now, one building, two theses, and two books later, I am still savouring one of my favourite texts in Scripture and I do not think that I have unearthed all that this text has to say to my heart. I pray that I may remain open to the Lords leading and in the power of the Holy Spirit respond in whatever way he chooses to reveal his Word to me. |